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 ♥ R FOR REBECCA A little bit of narcissism won't hurt, and vanity isn't a sin. Email: rebeccaa.-@hotmail.com  Tagboard
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Tuesday, December 11, 2007
Yesterday after work, took mrt down to clementi to meet up with boyfriend. He was late again, im so angry! Had our dinner at the japanese restaurant. Very very full! Aftermath, walk around and i saw zhirong's mom, together with his two sisters and his dad. I let go of boyfriend's hand, 'cos i wanted to go over to greet them. And boyfriend was damn pissed off with it. I know its my fault for letting go of your hand, but seriously i don't mean it. Im not ashame of telling his mom i've got a new boyfriend already. I've told you the reason, but you say im giving you a very lousy excuse. I don't wanna lie, so i speck the truth, but why you still can't forgive me? Why are you so self-centered? Try check things out in a different angle, and you might found out things isn't the way you think it was. Its not your perpective that is always right. Why can't you accept my point of view? How are we going to compromise when you always believe on what you think and see. There's so much thing that the we can't see with our naked eyes, why can't you try and see with your heart? Didn't i prove to you that i want you? You judge me dead before i could even appeal. Sigh. I must say im so offended by the words you said yesterday. You scolded me with vulgarities, and you ask me to go with him. Its all out of anger, but i can't feel a single bit of you wanting me back when i say we've to go our separate ways. It hurts so much, so i called you back. I don't wanna lose you, but why are things turning this way? I bet one day if im gone, you won't even think twice of wanting a patch up. You told me before you won't do this kind of things, i think im not an exception too. I am utterly sad when you say you're unsure if you still wants me. Just because i not deliberately let go of your hands. Like so WTF~!?! If our relationship can't even withstand this kind of small thing, how are we going to overcome the big ones that are coming in the future? Urgh, im veryy vexed. I cried my whole heart out yesterday, and my eyes are like damn heavy and swollen right now. Ok then, i shan't elaborate further, gonna start work already. Not in the right mood still, but i'll get better (: You don't know how to love, because you don't know what is love. |
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